I'M HOME!

It feels so good to be at home... Havent been staying at home for 1 week ++ loh. And I can sleep longer + play my lappy! But staying over at my grandma's house wasnt bad either. Going to Katong or some other places was nearer and easier. And eat + watch tv all day. I get to watch all kinds of Channel 8 shows, including repeated taiwan's show and all the long long historical shows. And I watched those 8pm entertaining shows. I said these cos I dont give a damn about these shows. Its so funny to do all funny stuffs that u dont do when ur bored! Anyway, all I want now is God to bless my family and other love ones, especially my grandparents. I cannot take it if God takes them away (CHOY!!!!!)...... =(


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How to save money to go for bigbig eyes surgery..... I want nice big big eyes. But I may look sooooooooooooooooo fake....................................... Envy big eye girls.

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Sigh I feel so depress now... Its like many things are hidden from me. I dont like to be the last to know. Well, if you are really my friend or my love ones, I believe you should tell me, rather than keep it from me and say ...

"I dont want u to be sad/angry/quarrel/blahblahblah with him/her."

ROLL EYES.

I just feel if you regard me as your good friend, you should tell me the things which I should know.

If I found out that you know it, and you did not tell me, I will destroy this r/s between us, and it depends how hurting it is. It really tells me that you dont take me as a friend or close one of yours.

Why would I say this?

Because I once played a part in this. It happened to be one of my really good friend, and her bf (currently ex now) was my good friend too. He basically did something real bad behind her, and he just tell me like that! I was really confused whether to tell her or not, which he told me not to. I promised him also, and I was really confused. To see how she love him that deeply, I cant bear to let her hear this. And when I was prepared to break the news to her, it was too late. I shouldnt have drag too long to tell her. She was quite angry with me, and cried even more hard, but she forgave me and nothing had harm this f/s between us.

She may forgive me, but I may not forgive to my friends if it happens to me. Its like, you are my friend, how can u hide such a thing from me? Its really CB leh to think what I've done. I am not pointing out to any of my friends, but I really hope you guys do tell me what I should know.

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I have very puffy eyes now, since that BBQ, I havent been sleeping long enough. Long which means at least 8 hrs, but all I had was like 2-4 hrs? SOB.....